Gender is a muscle

You just have to work it out! But seriously.  It kind of is, right?  I mean, we develop strongly toward a certain gender type and expression and etc.  But damn you can get good at something else. Plus it’s often synonymous with power.  Which isn’t so good.

I’m a robot at school and I’m falling apart.

I’m struggling in my classroom – but not in the way most teachers describe struggling in the classroom.  I’m struggling because I feel like I can’t be authentic.  I’m presenting a false persona.  I can’t be myself – I have to blockade an identity that has become interwoven with my language, movement, conscious and subconscious.